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Thursday, March 26, 2015

All Is Found In Christ

   Growing up, I was taught the faith by my parents not only by words, but by actions.  I would watch my Dad and Mom as they would receive the Eucharist at Mass, and I would see on their faces the pure joy of being so close to the Lord.  For a long time, I wanted that joy.  I wanted to be able to feel Jesus near me and in me. I wanted to know this Jesus everyone was talking about. This longing was filled when I received my First Communion and I felt His presence for the first time dwelling within me!  The Eucharist is a permanent covenant between Jesus and me.  Every time I say, "Amen," I pledge my life to this God who gave His life to save me.  

   How can I refuse this miraculous gift? Many times I am so worn and tired from the world, that on Sunday I cannot wait to go to Mass and receive Jesus in the Eucharist. Honestly, I don't think I could live without the Eucharist, because I know that the full fulfilment of the redemption of Jesus on the cross is in this most Holy sacrament. Through it, I am able to respond to the Lord's love and mercy.  The hurts that I have received from either words or actions have effected the way I look at myself and my self esteem, but when I am in front of Jesus in Adoration or at Mass, I feel God looking at me. When I look into His eyes, and rest in His gaze, I find that I am none of the things people have said I am.  I am loved. I am perfect. I am His. I don't see my failures, I see all that I could be.  I see the woman who was created by Him to be great, a woman who could even be a Saint!  

   Jesus has no problem claiming me as His own, He loves me for me, but He loves me too much to let me stay the same.  My response to this great love is receiving the Eucharist with a humble and open heart.  All I can say is."Lord, let your will be done," and, "I am your servant."  I can't do anything, but He can do everything!  

I have found healing in the redemption of the Cross, and I am free.  

~Becky

Saturday, March 21, 2015

Birthday Time

I would like to wish a great big "Happy Birthday" to my wonderful Dad!! Thank you for being awesome and always letting me win at backgammon ;) I love you!

And just because... :)

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Cinderella

Cinderella has always been my favorite princess, and one of my earliest memories is watching the musical version with my Mom.  There was something about the story that enchanted me. So when I heard that Disney was to release a new Cinderella, and it was to be a human cast, I was really excited!  When I went to see it exactly a week ago, I could hardly contain myself.  I will say, the directer, Kenneth Branagh, and the main actors Lilly James (Cinderella), Richard Madden (Prince Charming/Kit), Cate Blanchett (Lady Tremaine), and all the other amazing actors and actresses did a phenomenal job portraying this story! They added depth and humanity to the characters that was not there in the original animated film.  It is PG, but also totally family friendly! I didn't hear one curse word or sexual reference!! It was awesome, so if you can go, go :)

I realized that seeing this story through my now sixteen year old eyes is different from when I saw it as a little girl.  Since then I have experienced a lot of what Cinderella went through and felt.  I could relate to her when she was crying about her deceased parents, because I too have cried over a lost loved one.  I admired how she chose to be kind to her Step-Mother and Step-Sisters even when they were mocking and bullying her.  I too have been mocked and bullied.  I knew how Cinderella felt when she entered the ball and saw the prince.  I too have felt the butterfly's :)  And I was filled with longing as she received her happily ever after with her prince!  You see, it wasn't the fairytale that I love, or even the happily ever after.  It is the truth found in the people's lives that make the impact. This Cinderella movie is definitely not just the same old fairytale of the girl who lost her shoe and found a prince. It is a story of a young woman who loves her family, and openly chooses to be kind to those who might not have deserved it at all.  It is a story of the Feminine Genius in action. That beautiful gift from God that gives us the ability to have mercy, show courage, and be kind.  These virtues are exactly why the Prince falls in love with Cinderella.  The two characters meet in the woods, and have a rather short conversation.  But in this little chat, the Prince falls in love with Cinderella, or maybe, in awe of her.  He doesn't see her as a servant with cinder on her face, but a girl who is beautiful from the inside out. Throughout the rest of the movie he continues to love and respect her. Contrary to the Hollywood standard of love, this movie portrays a pure, and beautiful love story, that should make any girl swoon!

One scene that really grabbed me is were Cinderella breaks down into tears, because she has been very hurt by something the Step-Mother said, and the only way to escape is to ride her horse through the woods.  This is where she meets the prince.  This brought on emotions from the past few months, where I have been hurt by words said to me and I find myself crying and needing to escape. Usually, I remove myself away from people and go somewhere I can be alone, just like Cinderella.  When I am in that place I talk to my Prince and ask for His guidance and comfort.  We are all, young or old, like Cinderella.  We have been clothed by our Father, the king, and made into a beautiful princess.  Sometimes, like any daughter, we don't want His love, and we run from Him, leaving our shoes behind, and the King searches the entire kingdom for us.  Remember, He loves you and wants to heal whatever wound might be on your heart right now.  You are precious. You are worth being loved. You are His.  Disney's new Cinderella reminded me of the power of love. When you have courage and are kind, anything is possible!

In Christ,
Becky

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Walking On Sunshine

Got to play with my nephews today in the sun! 

This kid is so grown up!!! That backwards hat is something else ;)
Breaking out the scooter and soccer ball! I don't know if Jonny Ignatius was very impressed :) Tommey wouldn't pose, thus the only one of him is in the background ;)
I am one!!! (How can he alrady be one?!?! That is just CRAZY!!!!)

These guys are way too much fun! I love them so much!

Happy Hump Day :D
~Becky

Monday, March 9, 2015

50 Degrees And Sunny...Snowman Building Anyone?!?!

Yesterday was so nice, 50 degrees and sunny, with a slight breeze! My parents and I went out and built a snowman, whom I now dubb...Fred :) It was so nice to breath in the fresh, crisp, air...*sigh* It was so amazing!!!!  

The photo directly below was taken by a very nice young man, who happened to be stopping in on his friend, who is our neighbor.  Before he had shown up, we had tried to take a selfie, but that failed miserably! But the Lord always provides, and in this instance it was with a nice man in a truck to take the photo ;)



After this fun activity, we went for a walk, which I am now sore from.  How can I be sore from walking?!?! I am puzzled..anyway, please enjoy this beautiful weather! It is a great gift from God :)

Happy Monday!

Hugs,
Becky

Thursday, March 5, 2015

Thankful

God has given me so many people and things in my life, and I would like to take a moment to just be thankful for the people He put into my life today!

I am thankful for my wonderful parents, who make me laugh, and hold me when I cry! They are the two most loving and awesome people on earth and I am so blessed to call them Mom and Dad!

 I am thankful for getting to meet one of my favorite animated characters, Pumbaa while at lunch...sadly Timon couldn't make it, but I still love this guy ;)
I am thankful for my brother, who took me out to lunch to one of my most favorite restaurants!!! He is so sweet and considerate :)

 And last but not least, I am thankful for this wonderful romantic/historical fiction novel written by Tracie Peterson that I get to go snuggle up and read in bed!!!

Thank you Jesus, for always taking such good care of me, and for being the best friend in the world! I love you, and I trust in you!

Hugs and love to you who is reading this! I am thankful for you too :)

In Christ,
Becky